QuEstiOn of LovE

Maybe you’re happy right now..Sleeping.. Playing warcraft..
Do you think of me right now?
Do you even think of what I feel?
Do you value my emotions?
WHat I feel right now is nothing..
I can’t feel you anymore..
You are as cold as ice..
It’s breaking my heart into pieces..
I love you but do you still love me??
I asked you if you do, you said yes..
But why can’t I feel you anymore??

FRiendster..disaster..

I don’t know what happened. I logged in last friday in my friendster account.It’s okay.. I just logged in today and suddenly, I noticed something is unusual.. All my friends became my fans. I cannot message them because they are on my extended network.. What happened? Why so sudden?
What pisses me off is that I am not their friend anymore rather they are my fans. OMG. Seems that I need to create a new profile..it takes a lot of work and effort to do that.. So sad..

Happy Birthday Xave

Glitter Graphics & Comments

Brand new day, same sh*t..

My life’s a bore. I don’t know why. I am trying to explore new things to do, but sad to day, I have not succeeded yet. Sometimes, I am just thinking of killing myself. I thought of drinking sleeping pills, cut my pulse, jump off the bridge, lay on the railway, or if it is possible, I want to sleep then I won’t be able to wake up anymore..
It feels like I am tired of the same old sh*t that I am doing with my life. My life is a routine. Seems like I have this kind of Cheat Code, that before I press the button, I already know what is going to be the result.
Everyday is a boring day, nothing new, nothing to look forward to..
I’m so sad with my life..

Eating Time

This pics are taken everytime we eat..

@ jollibee ( near Convergy’s Makati)

@Max’s Restaurant ( divisoria..hehe)

@ Cabalen (Robinson’s Ermita)

@McDonalds (SM Manila)

@SHaKeys (Malate BRanch)

@SbaRRo ( SM Megamall)

@Mang Inasal (SM Mall of Asia)

@Lots’a Pizza ( Market market)

@Pizza Hut (SM manila)

That’s the proof why I’m getting fatter and fatter everyday!!
I gained 30 pounds in 2 years time!!
So sad..I don’t know how to lose weight.. but it’s okay..
As long as I eat with him, I’m happy..☺

my wEddiNg s0nG

Lying here with you,
Listening to the rain,
Smiling just to see, The smile upon your face,
These are the moments, I thank God that I’m alive,
These are the moments, I’ll remember all my life,
I found all I’ve waited for,
And I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes,
Seeing all I need,
Everything you are, Is everything to me,
These are the moments, I know heaven must exist,
These are the moments, I know all I need is this,
I have all I’ve waited for,
And I could not ask for more.

Chorus:
I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could not ask for more than this time with you,
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I have’s come true,
Yeah right here in this moment, Is right where I’m meant to be,
Here with you, Here with me. . .

These are the moments, I thank God that I’m alive,
These are the moments, I’ll remember all my life,
I’ve got all I’ve waited for,
And I could not ask for more. . .

Chorus:
I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could not ask for more than this time with you,
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I have’s come true,
And right here in this moment, Is right where I’m meant to be,
Here with you, Here with me. . .

I could not ask for more than the love you give me,
Cause it’s all I’ve waited for . . .
And I could not ask for more,
I could not ask for more.

Bulacan Outing Last Year..

Last year we went to Bulacan to celebrate xave’s birthday.

We stayed there for 3 days and 2 nights.

First day:

We went to the market to buy food and drinks with the help of Anak and Lester.

@Chery’s house..

After preparing all things and foods to eat and grill, we went to Villa Lorenzo. ( SWiMming TIME!)

After swimming we went home to continue our drinking session!!

Who says fish can’t smoke??
After drinking we all went to sleep..

See how they sleep: (that’s lester and anak )

NO, she’s not a killer..

Ater breakfast we played cards, that’s one of a hell kind of game!!After lunch we went to lester’s house..

(this is not the house ha.)

This is the house actually..Yes, it is..

Then I can’t remember the rest..

The next day, we packed our things and went home..

I’m sleepy..

Its now 3:24am,thursday, July 17, 2008, and I’m still wide awake..I’m really sleepy, and all I want to do is to go home and…SLEEP!! I am just wondering why I can’t go home..I can ride a cab though..but I’m broke!!

All I want is to sLeep..sLeep.. and sLeep more..

What I’m doing now is uploading photos in photobucket and picasa web album..
I want to cry..Zzzzz

things I miss

I miss college days.. I miss pLm..
I miss the billiard moments..
I miss my schoolmates..
I miss taking exams..
I miss my baon..
I miss the kulitan and tawanan pag walang prof..
Wish I knew how to go back..
Sorry nalang sa mga wala sa picture..
This was taken at TC’s shed, near the church at PLM grounds..

Xave’s birthday

Happy Birthday!!

July 16, 2008

Happy Birthday Xave-.
Its 3:10am..It’s raining here in Pasay City.. I can’t go home, so I guess, I just have to blog all night (oops..its morning already).. It’s Xave’s bday and yet, he’s sleeping.. I told hime to wait for me so I can greet him happy Birthday..

-biRthday bOy
Well, I gave this headphone as a birthday gift to him.. I tried calling Powermac (cyberzone, trinoma and greenbelt,so far there are no stocks available) So that day I went to gilmore to buy the headphone. This is the headphone I preferred:
And this is the headphone I bought ( this is more expensive)

I wanted to give you a birthday cake, the one i baked, but so sad, I don’t know how..


Let’s drink to that!!