Brand new day, same sh*t..

My life’s a bore. I don’t know why. I am trying to explore new things to do, but sad to day, I have not succeeded yet. Sometimes, I am just thinking of killing myself. I thought of drinking sleeping pills, cut my pulse, jump off the bridge, lay on the railway, or if it is possible, I want to sleep then I won’t be able to wake up anymore..
It feels like I am tired of the same old sh*t that I am doing with my life. My life is a routine. Seems like I have this kind of Cheat Code, that before I press the button, I already know what is going to be the result.
Everyday is a boring day, nothing new, nothing to look forward to..
I’m so sad with my life..